Thursday, October 31, 2013

For someone out there beneath the sky.

I love waking up next to you
I love being able to touch your hair
I love seeing you from a distance while you're doing things you've always loved
I love making you smile
I love hearing your laugh
I love wearing your hoodie while we're going out enjoying the night sky
I love your smells
I love the way your presence keeping me warm
I love the way you glanced at me
I love listening to your music
I love learning every single thing you like
I love blowing my smoke towards your face just so you will slap my mouth and we will laugh over it
I love every clothes you wear; it fits perfectly on your skinny body
I love seeing you being quiet and thinking about what will you do tomorrow
I love hugging you just so I can feel your bones against mine; knowing you're exist
I love you
And all those little things about you
While I am, constantly telling myself it will never be about us.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

I'm re-making this blog I guess???

I've returned from a long hibernation phase with a mind full of thoughts.
First of all,
I've got some new friends, and lost the old ones. No need to regret. I've just realized which one is real and which one is... not good enough to be considered as a friend.
Nothing much happened in my family. They're still sucks. My parents keep shouting to each other loudly, bickering over trivial things, and stuff like that.
My brother was just started his Junior High School life. He's a preteen now. I hope he would savour his new journey.
and I've tried to deal with my depression since I found out that "this phase" has come again. I've suffered from this shit years ago and I already knew it that I'm going to make it this time.
It's just a phase okay everything's going to be better, someday, I hope.
and I promise to myself not to do selfharm or anything related with that stuff so yeah I'm going to start writing again.